Extraneous Introspectives

Just gotta get this out there.

Tue, 04 Oct 2011 16:43:25 -0400

I suppose first, a quick update. Since this time last year, I split up with the ex gf, started dating, fell in love with, and married my best friend and one of the most genuinely good people I’ve ever known in my life. It’s no doubt that I have my issues by any means, but she’s stuck through them, helped me grow, heal old wounds, and learn how to actually live again.

I was accused of leaving my ex for her. This is absolutely not true. I can’t say the interest wasn’t there, but it was withheld on both parts. I left bc my wife helped me realize that I shouldn’t settle for content when I could have happy. And I’m grateful to her for it.

We’ve been married for 9 months. A couple months ago, we found out Jen may not be able to ever have babies, then 10 days ago found out she was pregnant.

And today we found out the embryo isn’t forming, and has a 10% chance of making it. She has a blighted ovum.

And now we’re both just trying to cope, each in our own different way, trying to be there for the other as best we can.

I’ve never felt love so constant and intense as I do with Jen. I’ve never before been in a relationship where I significantly love someone more after being with them a year and a half (not that many have ever made it that long). I’m usually bored or tired of someone/dealing with someone else long before. But I can’t visualize the future with us not together. It doesn’t work. I’m a lame sappy dork, this whole paragraph is full of bad writing, and has an unnecessary amount of cliches on the verge of appearing at every line.

I think this was originally intended to talk about the baby, but when you start writing what needs to come out is what comes out.

carpr0n: No strings attached Starring: Maserati GranTurismo...

Sun, 26 Jun 2011 04:08:13 -0400

carpr0n:

No strings attached

Starring: Maserati GranTurismo S

(by Robin Kiewiet)

gaksdesigns: The Northern wind by IllusiveBlue

Sun, 26 Jun 2011 04:07:47 -0400

gaksdesigns:

The Northern wind by IllusiveBlue

"One day I will find the right words, and they will be simple."

Fri, 25 Feb 2011 15:55:22 -0500

“One day I will find the right words, and they will be simple.”

- Jack Kerouac, The Dharma Bums (via contrive)

carpr0n: Bleed american Starring Dodge Challenger (Submitted by...

Fri, 25 Feb 2011 15:51:17 -0500

carpr0n:

Bleed american

Starring Dodge Challenger

(Submitted by Ian.P)

"If there is one word that makes creative people different from others, it is the word complexity...."

Fri, 25 Feb 2011 15:47:05 -0500

““If there is one word that makes creative people different from others, it is the word complexity. Instead of being an individual, they are a multitude. Like the color white that includes all colors, they tend to bring together the entire range of human possibilities within themselves. Creativity allows for paradox, light, shadow, inconsistency, even chaos –and creative people experience both extremes with equal intensity.””

- Mihaly Csikszentmihalyi (via psychotherapy) agreed.

carpr0n: Special forces Starring: Ferrari 458 italia (Submitted...

Fri, 25 Feb 2011 15:42:07 -0500

carpr0n:

Special forces

Starring: Ferrari 458 italia

(Submitted by Ian.P)

carpr0n: Is it the real world? Starring: McLaren MP4-12C (by...

Thu, 24 Feb 2011 20:53:35 -0500

carpr0n:

Is it the real world?

Starring: McLaren MP4-12C

(by NICK Photography !!)

love it!

carpr0n: Carbon freezed Starring: Volkswagen W12 Nardo (by...

Thu, 24 Feb 2011 20:51:28 -0500

carpr0n:

Carbon freezed

Starring: Volkswagen W12 Nardo

(by Phennny)

i like it.

carpr0n: Frome where dreams are made Starring: Alfa Romeo...

Thu, 24 Feb 2011 20:11:17 -0500

carpr0n:

Frome where dreams are made

Starring: Alfa Romeo Pandion Concept

(by Abdullah AlBargan)

wow, effing amazing.

theautoinsider: 2012 Lamborghini Aventador LP700-4 this car is...

Thu, 24 Feb 2011 20:06:46 -0500

theautoinsider:

2012 Lamborghini Aventador LP700-4

this car is effing beautiful.

i'm ineffably glad i found a dork with whom to spend my life.

Mon, 31 Jan 2011 18:45:21 -0500

scottfriday:

i couldn’t last with a barbie. wouldn’t happen.

This. I work in IT, and my wife is a nerd as well. She loves anime, world of warcraft, and nerdy math shirts. And I love the fuck out of her for it.

Photo

Mon, 31 Jan 2011 18:18:36 -0500

theautoinsider: The Incredibles. I may need a towel.

Mon, 31 Jan 2011 18:15:33 -0500

theautoinsider:

The Incredibles.

I may need a towel.

theautoinsider: Lamborghini Estoque

Mon, 31 Jan 2011 18:13:37 -0500

theautoinsider:

Lamborghini Estoque

Neil Gaiman linked to FYT on his blog!

Thu, 27 Jan 2011 08:21:29 -0500

Neil Gaiman linked to FYT on his blog!:

fuckyeahtattoos:

One of my favorite tattoo submissions was posted about on Neil’s blog. If you haven’t read any of his work, you really should. Sandman is brilliant, and so is everything else he’s done. We love you Neil! You can also check out Nikki’s tumblr here (she’s the one with the awesome Sandman quote).

-piratekitten

so much this.

Tue, 18 Jan 2011 14:48:08 -0500

so much this.

fuckyeahtattoos: delacroix: Ganesh (via Gotch @ Harizanmai...

Tue, 18 Jan 2011 14:44:04 -0500

fuckyeahtattoos:

delacroix:

Ganesh (via Gotch @ Harizanmai tattoo Studio)

this is awesome.

the web's #1 scott friday fansite: a message to all current and future radio DJs:

Tue, 18 Jan 2011 14:41:16 -0500

the web's #1 scott friday fansite: a message to all current and future radio DJs::

scottfriday:

the title of led zeppelin’s “D’Yer Mak’er” is to be pronounced like “Jamaica”, not “DIE-er MAKER”. look at the punctuation and capitalization, cuntmuffin. also, realize it was named by a gentleman with a british accent.

notice how the song sounds like a reggae song and has this weird title which…

this.

carpr0n: Lady in red Starring: Alfa Romeo 8C (by craig...

Tue, 18 Jan 2011 14:40:01 -0500

carpr0n:

Lady in red

Starring: Alfa Romeo 8C

(by craig lindop)